a week and still counting

a week and still counting, i'm still feeling sick. last Thursday i got mouth infection turned into tonsillitis and high fever for two days (last Friday and Saturday), got Med Cert after paying a visit to nearest clinic at 3pm. at that time still, felt drained. now still coughing and dizzy plus after dawn falls fever. i thought it was the after effects of meds taken for my knee injury, but it wasn't the case. i'm still waiting for clearance to play one last furious football/futsal, don't care which one, at least i got one last chance. went to the rehab, and felt like hell, oh i really hate my time on the treatment table. truth is, i hate seeing doctors, not because they brilliant or knowledgeable, but i just hate to find out the truth when it comes to what's wrong with me. i miss football so much, it's one of the things that could make my life happier and lift me up from dark and sorrow, problems go away. also, disabled my facebook account, don't know when to activate it again cause it felt meaningless, lifeless, no more spark, very boring life currently lived in. i m u s m s... m u, n i n u.