Undecided

undecided, that's currently what i'm going through right now. can't make up my mind, can't make any decision, and i'm living in this annoying situation since i'm back single. to contact or not to contact, to sms or not to sms, to call or not to call, can't seem to do any of those. afraid of my action could trigger something bad to her, me and other people. i just don't know either have any idea what to do. trying to move on, but still stuck like eternity. show me the light, help me find a way back.